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Sunday, December 13, 2009 at 9:31 AM

How can someone lie so much?
Don't they feel guilty?
Don't they care for the victim?
Just the night before, you were pleading me to believe you.
I did, and you betrayed my trust, time after time.
How do you want me to react?
Shrug it off with a smile on my face?
How many times have you lied to me?
How many times will you lie to me?
How many things are kept behind my back right now?

You said sorry in an sms.
I saw it only when I reached home and on my phone.
And then you started acted like it's all my fault and you don't give a damn anymore.
Do you think that will make me feel better?
After feeling like shit from the whole incident.

You said i was like the old you.
I think you forgot how the old you was like.
Go think about it.

You said you feel emotionally unstable.
What about me?
I get hard blows to my heart time after time.

Let's talk about the recent ONES.
Your ex boyfriend's gifts.
You said the gifts don't mean much to you.
But you are willing to quarrel with me over them.
So I mean much lesser to you than the gifts?
It's okay. I let you keep.

Soon after, there's this bernard thing.
Wow. All the deceit from one small msn conversation.
You said you don't mean anything. "Tell him so much for what".
If I'm not interested in a stranger, I would have said no the moment she asked me out.
And furthermore, I won't say I may not wait for my boyfriend if he goes to the NS.
Those are the questions I asked you when you were with Ying Kai.
You gave almost the same reply. And then I knew I had a chance.
You said your friends trust you won't do such a thing.
But do they know you as much as I know you?
I had to swallow all of these by myself. Who should be emotionally unstable now?

And then the lies.
How long more do you think a human can take all of this?
I'm a human, I have feelings too.
Are you testing my limits?

Just ask yourself.
Do you TRULY LOVE me?

I'll play for you.